Wednesday, 28 January 2015

What are we meant to do in life?

So I was sat in college today and we had a lesson on Anatomy and Physiology, my tutor was going on about some system in the body and not going to lie I wasn't paying much attention at all.
I sat there looking out of the window day dreaming. As I sat there bored out my mind learning about something I really didn't want to learn about I thought why am I here? Why am I sat in college when it isn't what I really want to be doing?
We are told from an early age that the only way we are going to succeed is by going to school, doing well in school, going to college, going to university then having a family, settling down in a job you will stay in forever. Why would I want a day that is the same, day in day out?
One thing that scares me when I think about the future is settling down and doing the same thing everyday for the rest of my life. I believe that you only have one life so you should live it fully. You are not going to get a second chance.

My mum has always wanted me to be a good girl, get straight A's in my GCSE's, do my A Levels and go to university and get a job which supports me and my family which I will apparently have when i'm older.
The reality is that I don't want to go to university...I only went to college because I had to stay in education till I was 18...I want to be young mum but there are loads of things I want to do before it.

When I leave college I want to go into a full time job for a couple of months then once I have saved up a little bit of money I want to go traveling and complete everything on my bucket list. I want to travel all over the world. I hope to travel and work at the same time so I can carry on traveling for a long time. I want to carry on with my blog and hopefully start my youtube channel again.
I don't have the normal future goals of get a family, house, job and settle down...settling down scares me. My plans are different but they are what makes me happy and I will do anything to achieve them.

What do you want to do in the future?
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